Wow, I've just had a look at how long its been since I last actually did a new post... and it has been a long time.

I'm glad that now all of first assignments are done and out of the way but now coming in today we have another few assignments to do so we can never relax.

I hope everyone had a good Christmas, mine was crap. My Dad died on the 20th so it sort of set the tone for the rest of Christmas and New Year, but I did managed to cook Christmas dinner without giving anyone food poisoning so that was one was a small glory.

Today is my first day back and it feels really surreal, its just feels like I'm not meant to be here, and the last 3 weeks have just been such a whirlwind, now trying to get back into normal life is getting difficult.

It feels like I should be at home and still mourning but I can't I just feel like he's still here but not that he's gone, but today feels different...

Hm... not liking this...

C xx